Hello people that are reading this post!

Since a lot of you don’t know me and my 1st reason for making a blog is pretty useless from most people’s point of view, I edited this one so it wouldn’t be a cliché one and so i wouldn’t look like a stereotype blogger although i am one.

Hi,  my name is Ciprian, i live in Suceava, Romania ( actually im more on the road so i don’t have a stable town and i just typed in the state where I move around). I wonder why I mentioned it…maybe because somehow i do like traveling.

I’m 18 years old but i look like 14, and i think like 15 (that maybe will explain my future delirious and kind of grammar/coherent failing posts). As my blog’s name (a Child’s blog) kind of suits me, (because of the age reasons i mentioned above).

“Why would you label yourself like that?” – Well as a teenager, the many useless and unclear thoughts determined me to accept this label, i think it’s just a phase I’m going trough. This label took birth when i was around 17, when i came to the late and retarded conclusion that i am not as respected as i thought/wanted/desired, barely in gaining attention, barely getting trust, and considered a fool and immature because of my acts.  I don’t agree with this, i don’t love it, i don’t hate it, i don’t reject it, I’m not really apathetic about it,  but let’s say i accept it, as it has it’s truth in it’s core.

“Why would I be interested in your useless posts?” – The posts are not for every1 and i am not making thins blog because i think myself as of some1. My therapist strongly recommended me to make a log/journal for my mental health ( i kno..pretty emo huh?) so i took her advice, but then a feeling came to me like “all good for your so-called mental health, but at what cost if no one will read it?”.  Surely my main journal no1 would have read it because I wouldn’t have let them, because in there I just threw up a lot of  personal stuff that ppl would feel uncomfortable reading them, and me aswell…or ofc make them laugh. So i made this… not so personal and not full of my unclean thoughts i wanna “puke”….ooops…. write in this blog, with the cost of people having access to it.  “A blog won’t be as healthy for your health as you mentioned…”  – Yes, and people can’t see everything that’s on my mind,  but since they can see at least something,  they will help me in this infant evolution of mine.

“You still haven’t answered me,  why would i be interested in your stereotype posts?…”  - Hey, chill italic text that sepose to be my/or  any other’s person aggressive criticizing side.  For short, this blog’s main goal is not actually to entertain you (only if you consider so) but rather to help me in this evolution of mine, (to pass this infant inevitable infant phase that i consider it will last untill my late 70s),  not just by letting out all my thoughts (not actually all) but by you helping me with them, and giving me advice, and why not…if you consider to, mine might help yours as well.

I look to my evolution, and hope that who ever you are, will help each other and let faith decide what shall happen next.

Hugz …

“I’m not a very huggy person -.- “

That was just a friendly “Goodbye, see you next time”

” well it’s way to emotional and you don’t go throwing stuff like that in blogs”

I hug you too criticizing italic text, because i love you.

“you suck, ashan”

Ashan

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